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Can the world just slow down? … Please? Just to give me an hour to sort the things I know I can out? So I can have some time to apologize to those I've hurt? Some time to redeem myself? Time to spend with people I love; just a little while so I can give my soul to them for five minutes, just to hold onto? To tell everyone precisely how much I love them to the teaspoon? I just want an hour, maybe even a few minutes just to sing my favorite songs as loud as I can and forget about the people I can't help. Forget about the one I can't have. I want to live for myself for once and not worry about people staring if I laugh too hard at

I see you, love. I see you and I want to yell out your name and run into your arms, but no. Too many people. I wish I could but... reputation. I wish I could keep remembering, but repetition Just makes the memory foggy and it doesn't hit as hard As that first time I melted in your eyes, nah I'm not crazy But you've made me change. My routine was dull with obligatory social interaction Never giving me the satisfaction I have when you smile. And I am indifferent to the world now People are the most important thing, but how Do I say no when you say turn around now It's okay now. And do you know how hard it is to breathe when Air decides to ru

Days are beginning to blur together now into one mundane mishmash of irrelevant thought and stereotypical teenage girl talk. Barely any homework, which is a relief from the previous years, but it kind of defeats the purpose of high school when you have no social life to speak of and nothing interesting to do once you're home. I started playing this game with myself; how fast can I make these eight hours go by so I can go home, go to sleep early, and wake up to repeat the same mundanaities? It normally works, except today, the seconds hand on the clock in CP Biology is moving slower than the rate of actual time, and my mind wanders to the con

Time is ticking my dear. On the ascent of madness light disappears Into a grainy darkness, reappear Into a different form than you were before. Days are melting, melding, molding Together, we are reaping, sowing The fruits of labour we've been growing Ever since the dawn of time. Clocks are ticking Wicks are burning Your heart is hungry Your soul is yearning For a kiss of sunlight I am withholding Sleep well, my dear Continue dreaming Pound against the wall of dream. For madness is as dark as it seems The twisted realm of lucid dream I am controlling who you are. You cannot break this endless supply Of fantasies I've abided by To feed to

Sometimes I spend the night All alone until the light Comes Flittin' in through window shades Wine in hand But not afraid That Nothin' new will ever come All alone 'cause I've giv'n up On Everythin' I used to know Oh sweetheart, I miss you so. Give me ways that I can show Everything I've ever known With a preface of poem-song You know the tune, so sing along Fill vials of heart and cheer These shouts of joy brought you here Hear the song the trains all make In sheets beside me you shall wake, and Ev-ery chance we have. We'll live Like we never had. And every day we breathe. We sing Ju-bil-ant-ly. 1-2-3-4-1-2-3-rest-1-2-3-4-1-2-3-rest-